I am a single mum and work full time. I am struggling big time.
I have pushed myself for such a long time and I feel myself coming to the edge. I am tired.
I am over my “poor me” attitude, I am sick of getting angry over nothing and completely isolating myself.
At work I am smiling and have so much energy. when I come home I am completely opposite. I don’t like talking to people anymore and would much rather hide away in a dark room and not talk to a single soul. I HATE that this is what I have become.
How do I get out of this?? How do I love myself again and how do I pull myself out of this hole? I want so much better for my children but I am my own worst enemy.
I compare myself to everyone else - I don’t even own a home and can’t see myself ever being in a position to be able to buy anything. I see everyone else around me buying, building and renovating. Why have I put myself in this position?
I exercise, eat healthy, don’t drink.
Any advice or constructive criticism is more than welcome 🙏