This is really just a vent but I’m struggling and hoping for some kind words to lift me up. I had a great relationship with a man I adored, we were together for just over a year, had wonderful times together and had so much in common…or so I thought. Three months ago I discovered he was cheating and when I confronted him, he refused to speak with me, completely wiped me and has never once offered an apology or explanation. I was utterly devastated. He’s still with that person, playing happy families and I feel lost, lonely and having a difficult time moving on. I want the feeling of missing him to stop, I want the sadness to go away but it’s consuming me and I hate it. It’s really just a vent but I’m struggling to understand why he would treat me like this. I feel stupid for being so giving of my time and energy, not to mention my heart which is broken. I’m stuck and want to move on but have no desire to date again out of fear it will happen again. I just don’t know what to do.