A few months my partner and I made the decision to terminate an unexpected pregnancy. Upon deciding this we went for our ultrasound where we were told the sac was empty (7 weeks along). A few days before the termination I had cramping and blood discharge. Hubby believes that we were lossing it anyway and that we have made the right decision for our family. We have no children together but I have 3 kids 13,11, 8 and he has 1 kid. There are multiple other reasons why we chose what we chose. For the most part I feel we made the right choice for us but I still everyday feel like theres a hole in my heart. It has been made even harder to move forward as several people in my life were pregnant/ fell pregnant around this time and have recently given birth or are a few weeks off giving birth and whilst I am happy for them I can't help but think what if? I've tried to talk to friends but this has often come with judgment, or lack of understanding. And there are some people I just could never speak to about it. I try to talk to hubby but he has dealt with it in hes way and can't seem to be to help me through the roller coaster of emotions. I just feel so alone. I would love to hear from anyone who can share their experiences. Maybe it can help me deal with everything a little better.