I’ve given it my all, I really have. But I need to get my baby on a bottle, I’ve tried everything I can think of, all bottles, all formulas, expressed breastmilk, the second the teat touches his lips it’s full on meltdown. I’ve left the house, he screams until I’m back. He’s 5 months old, the 4th baby. He needs the boob so much, constantly. My toddler is currently unwell, and if I put bub down and he can’t use me as a dummy he screams, he latches all night every night, if I try to get up to the toilet or to attend to another child, he looses it. I’ve broken out in a rash head to toe, my doctor said it could be related to the stress of the breastfeeding, it flares as soon as I feed him and I wake up bleeding because I’m scratching in my sleep whilst my baby is feeding all night. He won’t take a dummy, he isn’t on solids yet either. I’m really lost on what to do, I know it’s whats best for him but my other kids are really suffering and so is my mental health. Any advice appreciated.