Hi, I’ll try make this quick.
I’m lost in every way possible. I have 4 children, only 1 of which live with me now due to my relationship with my youngest sons father. He is an alcoholic and I tried to leave nz and move back home with all my children but he used the courts to have our son returned. His drinking is daily. I’ve had police involved but living in a very small community I do not trust the cops. I actually don’t trust anyone here. Christmas is becoming very depressing for me. I am so lost. I know I deserve better and I would be happier on my own but I am really lacking the backbone to actually do it. If I was to leave him, then I would have no one here apart from my 6yr old. I have no support to get through it. His drinking will never change. Even the cops told him that if he continues he will lose his son, so he cut back drinking for a few weeks but this past 10days he has drunk everyday. I don’t know what I am asking really.... I’m just lost, I miss my children and family and friends. I miss my life back home in aussie. Any words of wisdom.
Singed one lonely mummy