I’m just letting you all know I’m taking a break. I’m feeling overwhelmed, upset and a little over it. I think some days I have created a Monster.
I love I.M but, you see I take a lot of shit on. A lot of you only ever see a fraction of what I see.
I feel what others feel, and that can really be debilitating. I sometimes find it really hard to switch off.
You see, I don’t do this half heartedly I.M is an extension of me.
This child abuse thing nearly killed me. I felt like fire was pumping through my veins. My body was filled with so much anger and stress.
And yet. I had to be present. I had to act in a concious manner. Like a professional some how.
You see I am only human. I’m nothing special I too have frailties, I too find life hard at times.
Sometimes I feel like I’m on an island. And that Island can be freaking lonely and Isolating at times.
A little deep for a Thursday. But, It’s how I feel. I need a break, my mind is way too busy I can’t here me..
The page will be unattended for a bit. please feel free to post questions however Kelly and I won’t be there to moderate.